New Poem

I caught a glimpse of you today, looking at my swollen tits spilling out like Dolly Parton, straining... to be... set free. You had that look it said you knew all about my sick desires, that you'd seen my naked tortured tits and knew I'd let you pinch and slap and bite and crop them. As long as you keep my secret I'll gladly suffer your abuses - Fuck Me harder, deeper, faster! Spank my pussey... so I'll remember you hold my chain.

Eight hours in the tack bra
Quite a tight clamp


Protecting the twat with SPF 50

THis was Hot


















Ok, so I tried the pussey spanking with a coat hanger and that didn't really produce anything and I've been too sick to try the paddle but I will soon. So here are the the pics I promised that didn't upload before.

Ive decided to use the high pressure shower massage to force an orgasm after the pussey spanking in order to blur the perception of pain with pleasurable pain but I need to have the house to myself so I can really give it my best shot with the paddle and get a better picture of it after without interuption or pretending to be asleep.

I'm still fantasizing about you reaching out to slap my tits and shoving your fist deep inside my spasming cunt without me every knowing you were there until I feel the sting of the slap and the plunging of your fist. Cumming by the gallon and not realizing your now using a crop on my bouncing bare tits as you pummel my womb. I know youring filming me because you're telling me the whole time what a dirty nasty vulgar slut Iam and the whole world is watching me let you beat my tits black and blue so you'll continue fisting me into orgasm oblivion. When it's over you leave me passed out to wonder when I come to whether it was all a dream until I roll over and gasp from the pain the radiates from my nipples through my chest wall taking my breath away, as I sit up it feels like I've been fucked with a telephone pole and it was left inside me. now I'm shaking cause I know you've already posted the video for sale with the first five minutes a free preview. Part of me wants to curl up and die and the other part wants to watch that damn video while sitting in a hot tub to sooth my battered body. I can't bear to put clothes on and I'm waiting breathlessly until you show up again praying I'll heal fast and savoring the steady deep pain. Where are you darling? Please come play with me ..........

I couldn't get the tack bra pics to upload the program keeps shutting down mid transfer so here are some from the first batch.

Sometimes it amazes me at how wide I can still spread my legs.

I will take pictures after I spank it no matter how it goes. I may start with a ruler or clothes hanger before moving on to that paddle . I'm going to start tonight. Wish me luck. I want to flood my bed with great gasping squirting.

I'm going to take some advice and try spanking my pussy. All I have is a hardwood paddle so I'll be starting slowly since I know from experiance it packs a wallop on ones ass. I do not have or want a dom. I simply want you to tell me what you'd like to do to me if you were in control. I want to think about it while I experiment with new sensations. It makes me hot beyond belief to know that I am on display for you around the world and I am not in control of who's looking.



Back Story: I've had thoughts of dominating/enslaving women for use as sex slaves, farm pet training, pony training, breeding for International adoption, and permanant lactation as long as I can remember. The first twinges started in first grade (simple stuff) and got very detailed by eleventh grade. I have never done anything about these desires.



I have since about fourth grade practiced strange insertions, knitting needles inserted anally, small pill bottles vaginally, and once I drank my own piss.



Since about 28 I've been practiced self-inflicted nipple torture, once clipped them and then tightly leashed them to the steering wheel for a two hour drive and then masturbated while driving the last half hour from work to home. Tightly clamped nipples are a sure fire way to make me sloppy wet and easier to facilitate larger insertions.



My current goal is to insert the largest/fattest cylindrical object I can into my pussey (eventually an unopened soda can) keeping it in all day with my nipples kept taut with the smallest O rings I can manage to get on them then at the end of the day when no one is home yet forcing an orgasm with the shower massage while not expelling whatever I've managed to stuff inside my cunt then finally with legs spread wide seeing if I can cum from spanking myself and I'm not talking outer lips I'm thinking inner lips, clit and vaginal opening. I know this will take time and lots of practice since I really don't know my pain threshold is. Actually it never fills like pain, to me it is very erotic and the sensation produced from nipple torture is so sensatioally linked to my vagina that I can't discern the pain until long after the orgasms, usually the next day when i go to put my bra on or the shower spray hits a nipple at just the angle.

I'm HOPING that CUNT SPANKING will just be an INTENSIFIED version of what I get from nipple play. I made a set of what kaya over on LJ calls extra ouchy clothespins I like to grab the tip of my nipples with them and after a few deep breaths I start play with my clit and then when the sensation is overpowering I get the biggest pillow I can find shove it under my ass and fuck myself into oblivion with whatever's handy afterwards I unleash my nipples and sleep in the huge wet spot. Most of the time I'm still sloppy wet when I wake up.



This blog is my outlet. I need to tell the world what I do, what I want to do, I need to show the world my naked tits, my cunt stuffed with ordinary household objects but to do it any other way would hurt the people I love. If I could I would fling open my curtains and the window and let everyone watch me. When I was 26 I knew I could concievably become a life sex show slut, all I wanted was to be fucked over and over by anyone and everyone but I knew that was too dangerous and I managed to bury my most depraved fantasies. But here I am hoping to live some of them out using blogger as my open window.



I understand why you might be concerned that I'm opening myself up to possibly dangerous people but I need this and when I'm done I'll always know that people are still looking in my window that my depravity is forever on display and I'll never know how many people have looked or even reposted my pictures elsewhere (you can if you want). Or if my own family has been here. Think about it you could be my brother, sister, cousin, aunt or uncle, my inlaws, ex-husbands, my co-workers (shame on you too), ex-lovers, or my best friend. That's what I need and maybe if I get good at this I'll do the whole webcam, video clips, thing and realize the dream I had at 26 although I certainly had a better body then (100lbs ago) I'm better at understanding my needs now. Plus plenty of you are BBW lovers.

I did it!!! Eight hours in the tack bra running errands all day plus I shoved the fattest deoderant bottle I could find in my cunt. All day my pussey clenched and leaked. Every time I had to sit down it felt like a steel pipe buried in me, unbending bruising my cervix. Every tack biting my tender tits and several buried in each nipple. By the end of the day my cunt gripped that bottle so tightly it was hard to get out. According to the rules I've set for myself concerning this blog I took numerous NakedTit pictures to prove I did it. I bound them* clamped them. I even tied the nipples with dental floss. I'm waiting for them to turn blue then I'll snip the floss and just when they hurt the most I'll reclamp them with the most unforgiving clothespins I have (they have upholstry tacks for more grip) by then my cunt should be used to this throat spray bottle I'm currently inching in with extreame resistance * My goal is for my cunt to swallow it like the deoderant can so I can keep it in all night twisting it to make me cum with great clenching and eventual squirting. I'm still working on uploading pics from camera but will post them as soon as they upload.
Tell me, if you were here would you tell me what dirty slut I am? Would you flog my naked tits? I'm thinking about you forcing a full soda can inside me attaching a pussey pump so I'll cum while you flog my bound naked tits while I cry and cum and beg you not to stop. Would you put the video on You Tube? Would you teach me me to squirt while you slapped and flogged my wide spread lips and fresh pumped clit. Find my open window * Be my peeping Tom * Watch me abuse, degrade and display myself all for you

Damm That Hurts

That poem is totally me. It completely fucks with my head that I want you, actually need you, to see my depravity even if it totally disgusts you. I'm lying here with my nasty little cunt still stuffed with that glade can and can't even think about removing it and my nipples reclamped and throbbing. I think I'll wear tack bra inserts today and reclamp at bedtime. I'll certainly be ready to get them Naked for ya after stuffin them into my tightest bra with upholstry tack inserts all day. Maybe I'll try binding them for ya so I can get a better picture.

Don't be shy I plan to read every comment and to be honest I like anonymous ones cause it feels more like a peep show; you see me but I can't see you. Tell me what you'd do if you were my neighbor and were watching me through my window while I fucked myself with a glade can with a huge pillow under my ass so my cunt was on display for anyone who walked by. Would you stalk me? Would you leave anonymous notes in my mailbox. Maybe you'd take pictures of me and post them as a comment. Maybe we go to the same church and you want to take pictures of me on my back bound ankles to wrists on the altar with my cunt stuffed with a lit pillar candle. Maybe you want me to masturbate naked, tits bound and clamped while my confession is being heard. MAKE ME BELIEVE YOU KNOW ME * *

***CONVINCE ME YOU'RE CLOSE ENOUGH TO PINCH MY NAKED TITS AND SLAP MY NASTY CUNT RIGHT NOW MAKING ME CUM ALL OVER YOUR HAND WHILE YOU SPREAD MY LEGS AND LET THE WORLD WATCH YOU PUNISH THAT SHAMELESS HOLE. WILL SPREAD MY LIPS WIDE CLAMP MY CLIT AND USE A SLAPPER ON IT UNTIL I CUM AND SQUIRT WITH EVERY SLAP?

REMEMBER I"M DOING THIS FOR YOU * MY NAKEDTITS, THROBBING CLIT AND WANTON CUNT ARE YOURS * COME PLAY WITH ME *

Yes, There Are Pictures of Naked Tits, Tortured Nipples and a Stuffed Cunt

Well there it is. The pics posted in backward order but you got the point and btw the glade can tickled my cervix and G-spot in such a way I almost shoved it into my womb. I need to find my tripod so I can take full body shots sans face of course.

Here's a poem for ya

My breasts are bared

Nipples Tortured

Self-inflicted

Bruised and Bleeding

I stretched and stuffed my cunt

Thinking all the time of YOU

I took the pictures

So you'd KNOW

My body's YOURS for the taking

I know your LOOKING

Peeping through my OPEN window

My cunt is hot and wet and dripping

Dirty Whore

I just want more

More people watching

Laughing

Loathing

Never knowing if you know me

Would you hurt me if you found me

Out me

Fuck me

Ostracize Me

I can't turn back

I need you looking